God has Chosen Me as a Healer: A Biographical Study of The Spiritual Journey of Muhammad Arfaiz Mutiara Henni Damayanti 1* , Hayatun Naimah 2 , Viola Rakhmawati Supratman 3 , Salsabila Aini 4 , Azzahra Jihan Chani 5 , Fithricia Ekayuni Poerwanty 6 , Ina Annisa Putri 7 , Raeshanthy Zsazsa M H 8 , Amanda Erdiana Syifa 9 , Hendro Prabowo 10 {mutiarahd@staff.gunadarma.ac.id * } 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 Faculty of Psychology, Gunadarma University Depok Abstract. Muhammad Arfaiz (MA) is a healer born on May 22, 1977, with a strong spiritual experience. This study aims to describe in depth the spiritual journey of MA. The research method used in this study uses a qualitative biographical method to understand the process and stages of the subject's spiritual awakening. Data collection uses direct and indirect in-depth interviews with MA. Biographical analysis techniques are used to identify a series of stories chronologically and comprehensively about his life experiences from childhood to adulthood. Chronologically, the results of the study include: 1) spiritual crisis, namely experiencing weird illnesses, seeking treatment, dialogue with demons, attempting suicide, and experiencing out-of-body experiences; 2) spiritual emergence, namely the spiritual awakening of MA followed by clairvoyance and being able to access religious symbols as well as several characters, 3) Spiritual seeker: the search for a job that is appropriate to spirituality, which includes getting a life teacher (visible or invisible), and the second acceleration of puberty. 4) Become a healer, full-time, using several healing methods, including egg acupressure, long-distance bioenergetic and bioenergetic, chakra methods, opening auras, aura points, maximizing chakra points, palm reading, psychics, healing through nerve points, face acupressure, and tai chi. These results are expected for psychology to be able to clearly distinguish between pathology and spiritual awakening. Keywords: Biography, Clairvoyance, Healer, Spiritual Crisis, Transpersonal Psychology. 1. Introduction Muhammad Arfaiz, a name that may not be commonly known but has a life experience of deep meaning, He is a man born in 1977 who believes that God has chosen him as a healer. However, the process towards this role of healer was not easy for him, as he had to go through events that were not only confusing to him but also unwanted. But these events were transformative experiences that significantly shaped his spiritual self. Arfaiz actually wanted to be an ordinary human being, but the experience of a spiritual crisis made him unable to choose to be an extraordinary human being. In general, humans are beings with a spiritual dimension in addition to the physical, psychological, and social dimensions. The spiritual dimension is concerned with the search for meaning and purpose in life, as well as relating to something greater than oneself, such as God, nature, or universal values. The spiritual dimension can provide a source of strength, hope, ISPsy 2023, July 18-19, Purwokerto, Indonesia Copyright © 2024 EAI DOI 10.4108/eai.18-7-2023.2343310