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Considering the Queer Disabled/Debilitated Body
Considering the Queer Disabled/Debilitated
Body: An Introduction of Queer Cripping
Andrew R. Spieldenner
I am writing this from Mexico City where I have spent the day at the Museo
del Frida Kahlo.
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In the frst two rooms, the pieces that stick out to me are
labeled “unfnished.” In Frida Kahlo, Frida and the Cesarean (unfnished), the
sketch centers a woman (Frida) and a fetus growing inside her. Next to her body
is a faceless baby. She is surrounded by another woman and a man. In the upper
corner, a surgical team works in a hospital setting. As I stand watching it, a man
hovers behind me. His traveling companion asks what he is looking at, and he
just whispers to her, “it’s so powerful. It’s deep.” She murmurs agreement, and
they turn to discuss in hushed tones what the unfnished work is doing to them.
Te other is one of the artist’s canonical self-portraits. Te piece Self-Portrait,
Detroit (unfnished) has pencil lines with the barest of coloring on the face. Fri-
da’s body is spectral, revealed in its creation as if it were under x-ray. Te beauty
lies in the unfnished parts: the sketch of the body, the imaginative possibilities
in the unmapped space. Te tease of Detroit is even less recognizable—there
are hints of buildings behind the artist. I search for the city, for the surfaces that
emerge from this apparition. I spend more time trying to fnd her and where she
struggled than I do on her other fnished pieces.
Tis unfnished state is intriguing. How often do we fail to fnish a project or
do not complete it on time? Why is an incomplete project considered a failure?
Doesn’t Frida’s unfnished work still say something? What does it mean to be on
time? Whose time? In my HIV advocacy work, I am challenged by schedules,
meeting norms and communication styles that are not inclusive of most people
living with HIV: who are overwhelmingly—in the United States—queer and
Copyright © 2019 Michigan State University. Andrew R. Spieldenner, “Considering the Queer Disabled/
Debilitated Body: An Introduction of Queer Cripping,” QED: A Journal in GLBTQ Worldmaking 6.3
(2019): 76–80. ISSN 2327-1574. All rights reserved.