Phantom Threads
Robert J.C. Young
to Laura Marcus
She seemed a thing that could not feel
The touch of earthly years.
The thing could not feel the touch but she has been touched. To be
touched by time means to lose touch, to fall out of touch, forgotten
except by those who try to remember not to forget. Unless there are
phantom threads.
In Practicing Caste: On Touching and Not Touching, Aniket Jaaware
writes of how in order to think caste differently she has attempted to
proceed by means of a deliberate forgetting, even though she knows
very well, from Heidegger and others, that a deliberate forgetting is
never really possible.
Therefore, I will occasionally pretend to forget what cannot be
forgotten, keeping in mind that there is an indeliberate forgetting
over which we have no control. Allow me to elaborate on this a little.
For some relatively independent thought to occur in one’s mind,
earlier practices need to be oublierred —to coin a portmanteau word
from the French oublier and the English err.
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Jaaware’s portmanteau word would have worked even better if she
had kept to French, for errer would have allowed her to wander
more transgressively while she was trying to pretend to forget to
remember though knowing it impossible or possibly unintentionally
The Oxford Literary Review 44.1 (2022): 17–26
DOI: 10.3366/olr.2022.0373
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